!!!!YULETIDE!!!!

OH MAN YOU GUYS YULETIDE! This is my first Yuletide in two years and I wrote things! I was gifted things! Let me show you them. ( ♥_♥ First my prezzies ♥_♥ )

Some motherfucker thought it would be okay to plagerize my fic You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison. If you've known me since 2010 or before, you probably know how much of me and my early depression went into that story and the sequels because you were around for the process. If you knew me after, you know how proud I am of it because it ( Read more... )

So, I've been isolating, stress eating, oversleeping, having a hard time with ADLs(activies of daily living), can't keep track of time, and am morose. Translation: my depression is back. I met with Marlee during our counseling session and was like "I dont understand why I'm so depressed. I was doing so well ( Read more... )

Today? I'm still fucking sad as hell but I also was able to write fic. Not just fic? But its fun and light. It's going to be Darcy/Steve, Bruce/Tony and oh god its bantery and light and just...its play. I missed this, the freedom to enjoy myself. I think it's because last night? I found this.


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HI! I SENT IN MY bandombigbang! It is NOT the Hunger Games AU. That isnt finished. That will either be wave 2 or 3 because it has a long way to go content wise and I want it ready. But. It's done. It's turned in. I can't believe I wrote it, to be honest. If you dont know I've written it? I dare you to guess which is mine when claiming goes live. If you know, ( Read more... )

So, lots going on! Yesterday Mom and I dropped the car off at our auto body place. Yes, so many wrecks that we have a PLACE. Since that's the case they know us and they're the cheapest and we're repeaters so they dont screw us because they want us to keep coming back. We havent got an estimate yet but its where we went last time and its a smaller ( Read more... )

I have a few thousand words of no_tags fic. Anyone out there not doing it or is doing it but is free to beta - I could really use one. Help please?

So some of you know this but, um, I got eaten by a story this week. I've written more than 21,000 words in the last 7 days and finished a story. It's the most fucked up and well-executed thing I've ever written. I dont even have words for the warnings this would require and while its vaguely Pete/OMC, Pete/Ashlee, Ryan/Spencer, Ryan/Spencer/Pete ( Read more... )

This is my last week at Ridgeview Day Hospital. After that I'll probably be transfering to a different, longer term day program but its still uncertain. I'm trying not to think about this!

So in the grand tradition of tabula_x_rasa, tuesdaysgone, jezrana and mizubyte who I stole it from - the DVD commentary meme! I am a fan of navel-gazing memes especially since I am in fact meant to be ( Read more... )

For those of you here for the fic and shit rather than the personal stuff - I posted an old but revised ~400 word peek of Slideverse over here for "show and tell" at wrisomifu. I've opened this and another one back up for the writing of November. I know some of you guys are following me for Slideverse in particular and thought you might like the look. The ( Read more... )